Stay In Touch -Have I not proven to you that I Am in the saving sinners business? -Jesus
Now you know. The next time you go into the basement wear a helmet. ~Eve
"In extremity, states of mind become objective, metaphors tend to actualize, the word becomes flesh.(1977,205) -Terence Des Pres, 'The Survivor'
“I decided to go in search of the shaking woman.” Siri Hustvedt
A hundred times a day I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving. ~Albert Einstein
"I, Sister Faustina, by the order of God, have visited the abysses of hell so that I might tell souls about it and testify to its existence...But I noticed one thing: that most of the souls there are those who disbelieved that there is a hell." -Saint Faustina
Do you hear what I hear? A child, a child crying in the night.
Why would someone who looked God in the face ever suppose that there could be something better? ~Matthew Likona
We cannot know what we would do in order to survive unless we are tested. For those of us tested to the extremes the answer is succinct: anything
…”The Stoics throned Fate, the Epicureans Chance, while the Skeptics left a vacant space where the gods had been –[nihilism]—but all agreed in the confession of despair;...and...Oriental schemes of thought contributed a share to the deepening gloom..." ~Gwatkin
"...notes to the committee...why do you invite cows to analyze the milk?" -Peter de Vries
"I run because it gives Him pleasure." ~Eric, Chariots of Fire
“God’s truth is life,” as Patrick Kavanagh says, “even the grotesque shapes of its foulest fire.” What is the difference between a cry of pain that is also a cry of praise and a cry of pain that is merely an articulation of despair? Faith? The cry of a believer, even if it is a cry against God, moves toward God, has its meaning in God, as in the cries of Job. ~Christian Wiman
"Insanity is relative. It depends on who has who locked in what cage." - Ray Bradbury
As for what concerns our relations with our fellow men, the anguish in our neighbor's soul must break all precept. All that we do is an end in itself, because God is Love. ~Edith Stein, St. Benedicta of the Cross.
“Lastly, and most of all. Who turns his back upon the fallen and disfigured of his kind; abandons them as vile…; does wrong to Heaven and man, to time and to eternity. And you have done that wrong!” ~Dickens, The Chimes, 1844Dieu me pardonnera. C'est son métier . ~Heinrich Heine.
Remember the 'toe-pick' and you won't get swallowed by the whale or eaten by the polar bear.
Someone else needs to become the bad example in our group
But you wear shame so well ~James Goldman, Eve [Or, tired of being the scapegoat yet? ~Sue]
There is a point where the unfortunate and the infamous unite and are confounded in a single word, miserable; whose fault is this? And then should not the charity be all the more profound, in proportion as the fall is great? -[Jesus Christ said so.] -- Br. Humbert Kilanowski, O.P.
The lamps are going out all over
We are still fighting to use the tools we have to grapple with the unknown.
“We are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them attractive company or not.” ~Joan Didion"
When I fall into the abyss, I go straight into it, head down and heels up, and I'm even pleased that I'm falling in just such a humiliating position, and for me I find it beautiful. And so in that very shame I suddenly begin a hymn.
—Fyodor Dostoevsky
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”― Maya Angelou
'Have you ever noticed that the meanest, most misogynist, and dangerous people tend to be activists who claim to be for freedom and love?'
"For others of us, the most loving thing we can do for our abusers is to keep them from having opportunity to abuse ever again." (Dawn Eden) My Peace I Give You, Ch. 1)
No child is ever responsible for abuse perpetrated on them by ANYONE. I understand that others may not "get it" and that's fine. Blaming the victim is never right or just under any circumstances.
Prescription #1: Give God the greatest possible glory and honor Him with your whole soul. If you have a sin on your conscience, remove it as soon as possible by means of a good Confession. ~St. John Bosco
Prescription #2: In thankful tenderness offer Reparation for the horrible mockery and blasphemies constantly uttered against the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; against the Blessed Virgin Mary; the saints and angels; His Church; His priests and religious; His children; and His loving Heart by reciting the Golden Arrow which delightfully wounds Him:
'May the most holy, most sacred, most adorable and ineffable Name of God be forever praised, blessed, loved, and honored by all the creatures of God in heaven, on earth and in the hells through the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the most Blessed Sacrament of the altar. Amen.
Prescription #3: So, let us go out to Him outside the camp, bearing His reproach. ~Heb.13:13
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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Pentimento: Disarming All Hostility
Excerpt:
Because she's an adult and refuses acknowledge the abuse, much less press charges, neither the police nor adult protective services can do anything about it. The daughter qualifies for a job at a sheltered workshop, but she refuses this and all other services, because she was mercilessly ostracized by her peers growing up and doesn't want anyone to think she's more disabled than she believes herself to be.
Dear readers, would you please pray for this young woman's safety and peace, and that of her unborn child? May God reward you for your prayers.
A Common Reader: Debits and Credits: The Changelings and Sea Constables
Excerpt:
Kipling also highlights the moral cost and degradation possible in war through the actions of several members in the party. Will they be able to go back to selling groceries or work in the bank after what they’ve been? The most disturbing part of the story may be that they think so.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Transmissions from a Lone Star: Faith in helicopters | Columnists | RIA Novosti
Excerpt:
Hey, join the party!’ someone shouted.
Texans love a barbecue, I thought.
There was nothing interesting in the mail.
Back home I reflected upon the spectacle. The human attraction to death and carnage is profound; the news frequently amounts to little more catastrophe porn. Everybody watches it; my neighbors simply had tickets to the live floor show.
But they were so calm, as if the helicopters overhead had lulled them into the same ‘it can’t happen to me’ sleep we experience when watching something awful on a TV or computer screen. This time they were right; within a few hours, the fire was contained. Nobody died. But fires are popping up all over the place right now. The week before, another local neighborhood went up in flames, while in June a blaze destroyed 60 acres of land, and was lapping at the gates of a luxury housing development before it was extinguished. The helicopters arrived just in time to save the rich folk’s real estate investments.
The poor folk were not so lucky: 15 homes were destroyed....
Ally Yourself...with the small things...simply
You've GOTTA read this!: The Time Traveler's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger (Audio)
Now suddenly, I see why all of you out there had such trouble with Niffenegger's second novel "Her Fearful Symmetry" (which I liked alot but didn't love). Expectations, my word. It is probably all good that I didn't read this book first. Now my heart has been claimed...
Books, Inq. — The Epilogue: Bohumil Hrabal
Excerpt:
I don't know what to say about Hrabal's I Served the King of England except perhaps to say that it's the best book I've read in a long, long time...
Our Little Worlds: Lichens and Sparrows
In fact, scientists have attempted to separate the lichen fungi and algae and then tried to grow them on their own. It didn’t work. Neither could grow without the other.
A community of lichens
Note the large rock at the road junctions on the Fossil Hill Nature Walk. There is almost no bare rock. Lichens of different colors cover virtually all of this rock. Each color indicates a slightly different species of lichens.Lichens eventually die and, when they do, their decomposition creates a weak solution of carbonic acid that eats into the rock. This “rock dust”, mixed with other organic materials makes a thin soil where mosses can grow. Mosses, in turn, provide a base for grasses and other small plants. Eventually there is enough soil for bushes and trees to get a toe hold. In this manner, with time, rocky outcrops turn into soil and become forests. Lichen, therefore, are “pioneer” plants that start the process of breaking down rocks to produce soil.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Books, Inq. — The Epilogue: Joseph Epstein wonders ...[Updated]
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[A good read. I look at this question from the research perspective that I am 'embroiled' in, rather more like being 'entwined' by' a tornado. My perspective is not a linear one. In math terms it is more like a derivative---or worse. I have 'labelled' it: the "Captivity of the Dimensions of Alienation" and that is a 'fine phrase' fraught with monstrous tentacles. The whole encompasses more than American Lit.....Javier Marías in his important work, Your Face Tomorrow: Shadow, and Farewell, comes close to it...or...
Addendum: I had the same experience in the cathedral in El Paso,Texas when after returning from the altar the people spontaneously broke out in song...a lavare...to be exact...The women clapped their hands in the same way they made tortillas... Before that joyous song broke out, I preferred not to return to the icy chill of the place which was stultifying. In their joy they flew off somewhere and left us behind.
Like a Slow-Release Drug
Excerpt:
Patrick at Plastic Beatitude turned me on to another fine essay, this one by Jim Santel at The Millions, in observance of 50th Anniversary of The Moviegoer....[Walker Percy...]
Which Great Genius Is Most Like You? : Quizzes : The Science Channel
Albert Einstein. You are a logician. You are certain that all of our existence can be explained by step-by-step processes, when coupled by short bursts of inspiration. The secrets to the world are not hidden in our souls, but lie deep within the miracle of mathematics and clear, precise thinking. Your hair may be a mess. I finally decided it was because of my hair and the volkswagon...maybe the pasta, though...Although my friend says it might be because I taught physics but I don't think so. Before you judge me, however, you might want to listen to this: |
The Aeneid, Books 1-6 « Shelf Love
Excerpt:
Everything is from a different perspective, told from Trojan eyes, not Greek. Virgil’s writing is vivid and visual. There are some wonderfully creepy moments, such as when they sail off from the island of the Cyclops, and all the monsters come down to the shore, silently:
Down from the woods and the high hills they lumber in alarm,
the tribe of Cyclops, down to the harbor, crowding the shore,
the brotherhood of Etna! We see them standing there, powerless,
each with his one glaring eye, their heads towering up,
an horrendous muster looming into the vaulting sky
like mountain oaks or cypress heavy with cones
in Jupiter’s soaring woods or Diana’s sacred grove.
I can just see them, huge and terrifying, just out of reach. Poor Dido, too, caught in the torments of love, and dying for it. Her spells and her suicide are among the most vivid scenes...One of the things that caught me off guard — and my only excuse is that, honestly, I had no expectations of this piece going into it — was Aeneas’s voyage to the House of the Dead in Book 6. Several of my heroes this summer have gone down to the dead at one point or another (Orpheus and Odysseus are notable examples, as well as the Norse gods) and so this didn’t at first seem to be anything too out of the way. But then Aeneas begins looking around him. Here are the ghosts of infants. Here are those condemned to die on a false charge. The suicides. Those tormented by love (Dido is there, her wound still fresh.) Parricides, adulterers, regicides… wait. Of course...Dante chose Virgil to lead him through Hell in the Inferno because Virgil had already been there. This was an epiphany of epic (ha!) proportions for me,...
Anecdotal Evidence: `Blessed Day and Sweet Content'
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Serendipity led me to a happy convergence of thoughts on happiness and its absence. The poetry of William Cowper remains a mostly guilt-free pleasure, though I know all the good reasons not to read him. In Book II of The Task (1785) he writes, with a proto-Thoreauvian lilt:
“Oh for a lodge in some vast wilderness,
Some boundless contiguity of shade,
Where rumour of oppression and deceit,
Of unsuccessful or successful war,
Might never reach me more!”
Suicidal depression haunted Cowper, lending poignancy to his lament, but most of us, in unhappy times, long for sanctuary. In Cowper’s line we hear an echo of Jeremiah 9:2 (King James): “Oh that I had in the wildernesse a lodging place of wayfaring men, that I might leaue my people, and goe from them…” Cowper knew only stray moments of happy lodging, fewer than most.
Friday, August 26, 2011
A Poem A Day from the George Hail Library ~ Selected by Maria Horvath: One Perfect Rose
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Enjoy the festivities!
The host this week is Irene Latham.
You can find her here.
(Rosa gallica pontiana by Pierre-Joseph
Redouté, 1759-1840, French botanist and
watercolorist)
ONE PERFECT ROSE
A single flow’r he sent me, since we met.
All tenderly his messenger he chose;
Deep-hearted, pure, with scented dew still wet —
One perfect rose.
I knew the language of the floweret;
“My fragile leaves,” it said, “his heart enclose.”
Love long has taken for his amulet
One perfect rose.
Why is it no one ever sent me yet
One perfect limousine, do you suppose?
Ah no, it’s always just my luck to get
One perfect rose.
~ Dorothy Parker (1893-1967), American writer of poetry and short stories
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Running 'Cause I Can't Fly: Paulo Coelho, "The Power Of The Word"
by Paulo Coelho
Moody Blues - Candle of Life
"Love is difficult. For one human being to love another human being:
that is perhaps the most difficult task that has been entrusted to us, the ultimate task,
the final test and proof, the work for which all other work is merely preparation."
— Rainer Maria Rilke, "Letters to a Young Poet"
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And if by some miracle you arrive at this ultimate task,
be profoundly grateful, and burn slowly the candle of life...
- CP
Books, Inq. — The Epilogue: Easy ride ...
Excerpt:
Whilst it may be very hard to say what an ‘I’ is – and it is surely multiple and porous – it is foolish to rush to concluding there’s no ‘I’ at all. It is less reactionary, surely, to rest with the notion that we are something of a mystery to ourselves – a mystery deepened in meditative analysis, not dissolved in it...
A List of Things Roberto Bolaño Discussed with His Friend Rodrigo Fresán | biblioklept
From the entry “All Subjects with Fresán,” in Bolaño’s collection Between Parentheses, a list of stuff the late writer talked about with his good friend, which includes (as usual) plenty of references to writers, poets, directors—and some funny jokes as well. Read part of Fresán’s essay “The Savage Detective” – it was the piece that first got me to go pick up a Bolaño. Here’s the list—
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Marks in the Margin: Fait Divers
Excerpt:
To capture this aspect of city life Cole was drawn to what he refers to as “small news,” the sort of thing your read about in the local newspapers and crime sections, or see on the Internet. He says this type of writing is best described by a French term, fait divers, which he translates as “incidents” or “various things.” Here are two examples he mentions:
“Raol G, of Ivry, an untactful husband, came home unexpectedly and stuck his blade in his wife, who was frolicking in the arms of a friend.”
Another: “A dishwasher from Nancy, Vital Frerotte, who had just come back from Lourdes cured forever of tuberculosis, died Sunday by mistake.”
Both of these fait divers are short, small incidents with large effects, at times ironic in tone, at other times rather humorous on first reading. ...
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Vol de la Oiseaux Sauvages II
Even alone he is 'symphony!'...
Sounds of Silence
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Lyrics: Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never shared
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls
And whispered in the sound of silence"
This is the original version from 1964 from the album "Wednesday Morning, 3 AM." Just Simon's guitar and the vocals. The famous version was released in 1966. After "Wednesday Morning, 3 AM" flopped, they split up. Without either their knowledge, electric guitars and drums were added and that version of The Sound of Silence became very popular, reaching #1 on the charts in America on New Years Day, 1966. Because of this, Simon and Garfunkel teamed up again and created three more studio albums, one of which one a Grammy award for album of the year and song of the year (Bridge Over Troubled Water).
Karen Edmisten: Bits and Pieces of Our Days
Excerpt:
The other day, Lissa mentioned the free online courses available through Stanford which reminded me that I've been meaning to share these links:
The Top Five Collections of Free University Courses
400 Free Online Courses from Top Universities
MIT OpenCourseWare
Universities With the Best Free Online Courses
Open Yale Courses
Anne-with-an-e loves Human Behavioral Biology, available on iTunes University, and Atticus often has a Civil War Lecture on when he's cooking. ....
Monday, August 22, 2011
The Diary Review: Death of a bandit
Excerpt:
Walter Scott, one of Britain’s greatest writers and the first to gain international celebrity status, was born 240 years ago today. His novels - such as Ivanhoe - and poetry are still widely read today, but his diaries, though still in print and considered by some to be a ‘superb work’, are less well known. They cover only the last years of his life. In the very first entry, Scott explains how he came to be inspired to start writing a journal; and, in another entry, a few months before his death, the adventure writer in him is anxious to record details he has heard about a notorious bandit...
Hello Yankees, this is (sorta) Texas » GetReligion
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When people ask me where I’m from — a common question for anyone in Washington, D.C. — my standard response is that I am a prodigal Texan.
What, you might ask, do I mean by that?
I mean that I will always, to one degree or another, be a Texan. It’s in there deep in the DNA and in the emotions. However, I have never understood the concept that Texas is the greatest place on earth and that it is paradise to live on a slab of concrete that has two seasons — burnt and mud. Now, does this attitude of mine have something to do with me being from Port Arthur, which has to be one of the ugliest places on earth (please turn up Janis Joplin singing “Ego Rock” on her live album)? Sure thing. Are there nicer places in Texas?I will admit that, but I’ve never heard the siren call of Austin.
Which brings me to the point...
World Youth Day Pilgrims Mocked, Harassed, Spit On & Threatened By Leftists in Madrid | The Gateway Pundit
Excerpt: Sad day.
We went in and people were shouting filthy slurs and cursing the Pope and it was awful.
So we knelt down and prayed a Rosary for them in the crowd and got surrounded by angry protesters, shouting and threatening and spitting and filming us and mocking us and trying to burn our flags.
A gay couple came and made out in front of us but whatever.
Anyway, Dominic made us stand up because he felt threatened so we finished our Rosary standing but on the last decade, a fight broke out right next to us between the Catholics who had been standing behind us and and the protesters so some of the other Catholics lead us out of the crowd.
We went back and dropped our bags with Louise and this time Mim stayed back so it was just Me & Dominic & Greg & Billy who went back and prayed a second rosary on the side of the crowd and we got more of the same, people getting up in our faces screaming.
We were met with a couple more of Juventutem but they left after we finished our second Rosary before one had an emotional breakdown.
Everyone left but the group I just mentioned above and we chanted BENEDICTO, BENEDICTO and VIVA PAPA and waved our Papal flag and so on up against the police line.
Lots of people yelled at us still.
Marks in the Margin: The Cellist of Sarajevo
Excerpt:
t times we scarcely notice significant historical events when they occur. They fail to catch our attention, in one ear out the other as they say. The war in Bosnia and Herzegovia (between April 1992 and December 1994) and the siege of Sarajevo was a case in point for me.
Yes, I was dimly aware of the war, must have read about it in the paper, knew that NATO intervention finally brought the war to an end. But in the midst of all the other news of those days and the work I was doing, the reality of human experience simply flew right by me.
Sometimes a work of fiction can recapture what that was like and in particular what it was like for the people who struggled day after day during those years to stay alive as the shelling and sniper fire continued. Steven Galloway’s The Cellist of Sarajevo accomplished this for me. Instead of focusing on the political and military picture, his novel recounts the experiences of three unconnected individuals.
The fourth character, the cellist of Sarajevo, is based on the real-life musician, Verdran Smailovic, ...
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Vol de la Oiseaux Sauvages
On the Serious Edge of the Blade: Only Snails transgress that edged seam effortlessly.
Soar high, little bird.
languagehat.com
Excerpt:
BOYM ON TRUTH AND SILENCE.
A couple more philological/cultural digressions from Svetlana Boym's Common Places: Mythologies of Everyday Life in Russia (see this LH post); first, on the two words for 'truth':
In Russian there are two words for truth — pravda and istina — and no word for authenticity. Pravda evokes justice, fairness, and righteousness; istina derives from "is" (est'), and means that it is a kind of truth and faithfulness to being. In the Orthodox saying, "pravda comes from the heaven, istina comes from the earth," but the two words often sometimes reverse their meaning. By the nineteenth century pravda is the more colloquial term, while istina belongs to the literary language. Russian proverbs and folk sayings, as well as the Soviet anecdotes, are ambiguous when it comes to truth. (They only discuss pravda, never istina, which belongs to a different kind of talk.) On the one hand, there are warnings for truth-seekers: "truth is good but happiness is better," or "if you tell the truth, you give yourself trouble"; and "every Pavel has his own truth"; or, on the grim side, "there was truth at Peter and Paul's." This last "truth" does not refer to the evangelical doctrine but rather to confession under torture in the infamous prison at the Peter and Paul fortress in St. Petersburg. On the other hand, pravda is also heroically celebrated: "truth does not burn in fire and does not drown in the water," or "Varvara is my aunt, but truth is my sister." Yet this common ambiguity about truth from Russian oral culture is rarely echoed in the writings of the Russian intelligentsia. In this respect Russian writers and intellectuals are unfaithful to the Russian folk tradition; many of them considered truth to be much better than happiness. They searched for the essential istina, the word that does not rhyme easily. [A footnote cites Nabokov's essay "Leo Tolstoy."] One feature, however, remains the same — truth has to be "Russian." In the proverbs found in Dal's dictionary, "Russian truth" is positively qualified, as opposed to "Gypsy truth" or "Greek truth" ("If a Greek is telling the truth, keep your ears open"). The affirmation of Russian truth and truthful behavior is one of the important cultural obsessions inherent in the intelligentsia's discourse on Russian identity since the nineteenth century. It is closely linked to the relationship between Russia and the West and the attitudes toward Westernized conventions, rules and laws of behavior, conceptions of legality and the legal system, and boundaries between social and antisocial, lawful and unlawful, private and public. Truthful behavior is frequently seen as sincere behavior, defined in opposition to Western conventional manners.The "is" etymology is disputed (Vasmer provides various other possibilities), but I'm interested in what readers familiar with Russian culture think about the rest of the quote.
And here's a short bit about the words for 'silence':
Continue reading "BOYM ON TRUTH AND SILENCE."In the City
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Your Face Tomorrow 3: Poison, Shadow and Farewell by Javier Marías: review - Telegraph
Tim Martin is astonished by Poison, Shadow and Farewell by Javier Marías, the concluding part of the Your Face Tomorrow spy trilogy
Excerpt:
The book is also a fearsome examination of violence and betrayal. Marías’s narrative forges links between personal betrayals – in love, or simply by revealing one’s thoughts, “betraying” oneself – and the bad faith of nations; between anger or violent play and the collision of social systems. Your Face Tomorrow is both an inquisitive novel of ideas and a troubling piece of espionage fiction; both a perceptive and compassionate analysis of human connection and an examination of our darkest, most destructive impulses. It deserves to be recognised as one of the finest novels of modern times.
[A wonderful synthesis, a narrative that gives flesh to the nagging realization of the dark warfare in the 'dimensions of alienation' that has been out and about in our world for a very long time.]You've GOTTA read this!: Sunday Salon: Meetings about meetings
I did get some reading done this week. I read "The Sound of a Wild Snail Eating", a small precious little book about a very ill, bed-bound woman who finds a reason to live in a pet snail. I also finished Alma Katsu's "The Taker" which, uh, like, wow. What the hell? I didn't see any of that coming. I can't wait to meet Alma at SIBA. I also read another little collection of personal thoughts on 9/11 by Artie Van Why called "That Day in September", in honor of the tenth anniversary of the terrorist attacks. I've now started "Second Nature" by Jaquelyn Mitchard (who wrote "Deep End of the Ocean"). I don't normally accept many review copies, but was compelled...
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Do not pass by those who suffer, Pope exhorts WYD crowd | SANCTE PATER
Excerpt:
Catholic Culture) After praying the Stations of the Cross at World Youth Day on Friday evening, August 19, Pope Benedict XVI told the young participants to “be sure not to pass by on the other side in the face of human suffering, for it is here that God expects you to give of your very best: your capacity for love and compassion.”
“Christ’s passion urges us to take upon our own shoulders the sufferings of the world,” the Pope said, “in the certainty that God is not distant or far removed from man and his troubles.”...
A Holocaust Survivor in America
Excerpt:
Though using phrases such as "these people" and " a holocaust survivor" sound good, learning about the hardships of a holocaust survivor in America is much more interesting when researching a person who you knew and loved. My grandmother, Maria, was a holocaust survivor. She was a Hungarian native. After the war she moved to the U.S with her husband and small child (my father). She left her family behind for a new life. This was one of many separations. My grandmother was a very "clingy" person. She always wanted you around and expected many phone calls. At times, it was frustrating, but I think she needed to know that she was not alone. This is one symptom of the Concentration Camp Syndrome. If we would forget to call, she would be scared to death. My grandmother was pessimistic, always expecting the worse. Not to mention, that whenever my grandmother came over to my house, my overly friendly dog would come over. My grandmother pretended like it didn't bother her and in fact liked my dog, though it was "the dog" that scared her. When she heard the dog bark, it instantly brought back memories of guard dogs at the concentration camps. Another symptom of the syndrome that was very easily seen in my grandma was that she was a pack rat. After being deprived of so much while in the concentration camp, little things were important. She kept everything; bills, recipes, old pictures, t.v guides. . . you name it, she had it. This particularly annoyed my father. He felt that my grandma should talk to a doctor about her feelings about the war. Though, she would not. This refusal just proved even further how hard it was just to think about the war. Plus, whenever we would go to my grandmother's house for holidays, like Hanukkah, the amount of food served was incredible. We could have fed 25 people though there were only 7 or 8 there. We would be sent home with jugs of Matzo ball soup. After being deprived of food in the camps, my grandmother always had to have enough. Now these are some of the symptoms that my grandmother indirectly showed.
Unlike the above indirect symptoms shown, my father(G. Gaster 97) had to live with my Grandma for eighteen years. I asked my father how he was affected, being the son of a holocaust survivor. He began by saying that he had always been told that he was alone, reffering to the fact that all his relatives were dead. Imagine going through your childhood thinking you had no one. He also mentioned that his mother was very, very over-protective. He remembers being sheltered from sports and other activities. My father also remembers waking up at night to the sound of my Grandma having horrible nightmares. I'm sure it hurt him to see his mother in such pain.....Kuriositas: Poem
The power of reading is rarely given a chance to spread its wings and become a visual metaphor but this animated short by Matthias Zentner does just that – showing a woman through four stages of her life and how reading (poetry especially) has an effect on her imagination...
[Amazing.]
Friday, August 19, 2011
The Benefits of Ignorance « Glory to God for All Things
Excerpt:
...changes, on a theme I have addressed a number of times.
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Of course, I have to begin this post with the acknowledgement that I am an ignorant man.
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[Sorry, off the topic, I just could not pass this picture up. It was used to teach Newton's Laws in a physics book I used.
Amazing the memories that are fired up on those ol' neurons sometimes!]
Child Mistreatment, Child Abuse
What is it?
Humiliations, spankings and beatings, slaps in the face, betrayal, sexual exploitation, derision, neglect, etc. are all forms of mistreatment, because they injure the integrity and dignity of a child, even if their consequences are not visible right away. However, as adults, most abused children will suffer, and let others suffer, from these injuries. This dynamic of violence can deform some victims into hangmen who take revenge even on whole nations and become willing executors to dictators as unutterably appalling as Hitler and other cruel leaders. Beaten children very early on assimilate the violence they endured, which they may glorify and apply later as parents, in believing that they deserved the punishment and were beaten out of love. They don't know that the only reason for the punishments they have ( or in retrospect, had) to endure is the fact that their parents themselves endured and learned violence without being able to question it. Later, the adults, once abused children, beat their own children and often feel grateful to their parents who mistreated them when they were small and defenseless.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
New Dappled Things Released
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Take Rosemary Callenberg’s “Dust,” in which she depicts, with unnerving realism, the inner life of a married couple struggling between hope and an encroaching sense of futility:
Ellen nodded, but didn’t say anything. They continued eating without speaking. When she finished, she carried her plate over to the sink and paused to look out the window. That was when she noticed the kitchen was dusty, too. It lay more thickly here, on the windowsill and the angel statue that stood over the sink. It covered even the leaves of the houseplant in the corner. Somehow that was the most depressing; that even this living, growing thing gathered a layer of dead dust. She blew gently on the leaves, but most of it stayed put. Grabbing a paper towel from the rack beside the sink, she moistened a corner and dabbed at it. A few leaves came off in her hand. She hadn’t remembered to water it lately. She crumpled them and threw them in the trash, suddenly angry....
Monday, August 15, 2011
Anecdotal Evidence: `Try to Burn a Piece of Granite'
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My father-in-law passed along a tip which like so many kernels of information gleaned from the digital pastures of plenty he could no longer trace to its source. During the recent tantrums in London and elsewhere in England, it seems, vandals and thieves had spared the bookshops. On blocks where most businesses were sacked, W.H. Smith and others remained largely intact. A quick online search confirmed the happy rumor.
My first thought was that the rioters hadn’t recognized the paper artifacts arranged on tables and shelves, and correctly deduced they were not edible, potable or sellable, and moved elsewhere to enjoy “the sheer pleasure of assisting entropy in its great work of returning the world to chaos.”...
Kuriositas: Baatara Gorge – the Waterfall that Drops into a Cave
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Juan Ramón Jiménez
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Ammonia Avenue: Alan Parson Project
Strange. Have no idea but parts of it make one ponder...
Just A Walk in the Park!
Friday, August 12, 2011
Albert Camus – snuffed by the KGB?
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There is now a theory, certainly credible if unproven, that the Soviets issued a warrant for the assasination of the French Writer, which led to his fatal car accident in 1960. This description makes the operation seem like something worked up for a Bond film.
The theory is based on remarks by Giovanni Catelli, an Italian academic and poet, who noted that a passage in a diary written by the celebrated Czech poet and translator Jan Zábrana, and published as a book entitled Celý život, was missing from the Italian translation. In the missing paragraph, Zábrana writes: “I heard something very strange from the mouth of a man who knew lots of things and had very informed sources. According to him, the accident that had cost Albert Camus his life in 1960 was organised by Soviet spies. They damaged a tyre on the car using a sophisticated piece of equipment that cut or made a hole in the wheel at speed...
Apocalypse Now « Glory to God for All Things
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Various Utopias (Marxism, Nazism, Sectarian Millenarianism, etc.) are all products of a misunderstood Christian idea. They are not the inventions of Christianity – but they could hardly have originated in any other culture. The same can be said for various Dystopias (the belief in very difficult and hard times).
Books, Inq. — The Epilogue: Thought for the day ...
When the freedom they wished for most was freedom from responsibility, then Athens ceased to be free and was never free again
- Edith Hamilton, born on this date in 1867
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Anecdotal Evidence: `Homeless at Home'
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`Homeless at Home'
“There is nothing, Sir, too little for so little a creature as man. It is by studying little things that we attain the great art of having as little misery, and as much happiness as possible.” ...
A Year with Rilke: For the Sake of the Whole
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Are there relations of the heart that embrace what is most cruel for the sake of wholeness? For the world is only world when everything is included.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
SHIRT OF FLAME: I LIVE ON AN ISLAND: CATHERINE DE HUECK DOHERTY
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One of my first and most faithful readers has been Dylan Thomas DeFreitas. Dylan is a poet and has several blogs of his own, including Dark Speech Upon the Harp that you might want to check out.
For my birthday he sent me a lovely green hardcover copy of a book by Catherine de Hueck Doherty--mystic, lover of the poor, contemplative hermit, founder of Madonna House, a training center for the lay apostolate--called I Live On An Island.
[Yeah! I have been waiting for Catherine to burst forth!]...
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Dabbler Verse: Marianne Moore « The Dabbler
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by Mme Boufflers, called Sentir avec Ardeur, which begins
Il faut dire en deux mots
Ce qu’on veut dire;
Les longs propos
Sont sots…
For all her apparent profligacy and luxuriance, Moore says it all en deux mots. Here’s a wonderful short poem:
A Face
‘I am not treacherous, callous, jealous, superstitious,
supercilious, venomous or absolutely hideous’:
studying and studying its expression,
exasperated desperation
though at no real impasse,
would gladly break the glass;
when love of order, ardour, uncircuitous simplicity
with an expression of inquiry, are all one needs to be!
Certain faces, a few, one or two – or one
face photographed by recollection -
to my mind, to my sight,
must remain a delight.
Monday, August 8, 2011
Why I Am Catholic: For "Ghetto Catholicism?" Not Hardly.
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Once I Was A Clever Boy: Indulgence of the Portiuncula
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Today, if one fulfills the conditions, the faithful can gain the plenary indulgence of the Portiuncula (or Porziuncola) - the chapel of Our Lady of the Angels in Assisi which St Francis started to repair in fulfilment of the Divine command to "rebuild my church."
Abbey-Roads: Even Peter faltered.
"Sometimes it happens that despite their best efforts, some souls remain imperfect because it would be to their spiritual detriment to believe they are virtuous or to have others agree that they are." - My Sister, St. Therese
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"You must never believe when you do not practice virtue that it is due to some natural cause such as illness, time, or grief. You must draw a great lesson in humility from it and take your place among the little souls, since you are able to practice virtue only in such a feeble manner. What is necessary for you now is not to practice heroic virtues but to acquire humility. For that, your victories must of necessity always be mixed with failures, so that you cannot take any pleasure in thinking of them." - Celine, Sister and Witness to St. Therese of the Child Jesus.
John Henry Newman: The Prophet Elisha and the Comfortable Christian Doctrine of the Communion of Saints « Enlarging the Heart
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He prayed, and said, Lord, I pray Thee, open his eyes, that he may see. And the Lord opened the eyes of the young man; and he saw: and behold the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha.
How well does this vision correspond to that blessed privilege which, as the Apostle assures us, is conferred upon us Christians:
Ye are come unto Mount Zion, and unto the city of the Living God, the heavenly Jerusalem,
and to an innumerable company of Angels, to the general assembly and Church of the first-born, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all,
and to the spirits of just men made perfect, and to Jesus the Mediator of the New Covenant,
and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaketh better things than that of Abel!...
Ready When You Are, C.B.: In a Lonely Place by Dorothy Hughes
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In 1947, an excellent thriller needed only four characters: two women, one a respectable policeman's wife the other a woman of questionable character, and two men, one a police detective the other a serial killer. With these four characters and a small supporting cast, Dorothy Hughes created an excellent noir thriller In A Lonely Place that can more than hold its own against any of her male contemporaries. I'd argue it can hold it's own against anyone writing crime novels today, as well, and it may end up one of my top ten favorite reads this year.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Dymphna's Road: Man of Sorrows
Rejected, despised, a Man of Sorrow and acquainted with grief.....
My response: So many times I meet Jesus where He is least expected. He is everywhere if we have hearts that see. Today He visited His Temple and was unwelcome. At first light they had been turned out of the shelter. The tired and beaten man retreated to the grassy knoll for the cold concrete of the shelter the night before made it impossible to sleep. Too, he had not eaten in days. Someone kind took him to get something to eat. While there two college boys harrassed him mockingly while he tried to force his stomach to accept food after so long. I am grateful to have met both the one who took him to get food and the homeless young man, who BTW was 33. What troubled me was that two young men had beaten him the night before because he did not have a match. His face [Face] was bruised and swollen.
And Jesus asked: "When did we see Thee hungry, homeless, sick, lonely...?" How many of those 'Faces' will we meet then?
Dolce Bellezza: Tout Sweet by Karen Wheeler
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....how she left her life of fashion in London to begin a "new life in France."
Anecdotal Evidence: `An Impossibly Small Space'
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On Friday, the day I read Toretta’s post, I happened upon a contemporary poet new to me, Joseph Harrison, author of Someone Else’s Name (2004) and Identity Theft (2008). In “On Rereading Some Lines of Poetry,” a rare poem about poetry that isn’t navel-gazing, he reminds us of what Michael Oakeshott writes in “The Voice of Poetry in the Conversation of Mankind”: “It is with conversation as with gambling, its significance lies neither in winning nor in losing, but in wagering.” He reminds us why we started reading poetry in the first place:
“I must believe you see these shadowed lines
Lead back to other lines, and understand
The heart that’s faithful to its origins
Sits like an open book, for all to read
Who care to, closely, word by chosen word.
Or do the words choose us? These words chose me
And made me who I am. So let the lines
That speak most deeply to your inmost thoughts
Shine on you like the moon, and shape your soul.”
Dear Timothy
Rambling Follower: Lessons from "the Beasts" at the Dog Park
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Today after lunch my husband and I took our two-year-old puggle to the dog park. An older woman arrived with her chihuahua. Other than our two dogs, the park was empty. It's one of those hot days with a just a slight breeze, where people tend to sit at the park without talking. But my husband and I, both former journalists, managed to strike up a conversation.
- But now ask the beasts to teach you, and the birds of the air to tell you;
- Or the reptiles on earth to instruct you, and the fish of the sea to inform you.
- Which of all these does not know that the hand of God has done this?
- In his hand is the soul of every living thing, and the life breath of all mankind.
Since then, Chuck Norris has been terrified of all other dogs. He has trouble leaving Alma's side. Alma is disabled; she walks with a cane and told me she often falls. Chuck stays by her side no matter what.
Alma doesn't want this tiny dog to feel the burden of protecting her.,,
We all can see how a vicious attack could make a dog wary of other dogs. But I wonder how easily we can see how a difficult childhood, a painful marriage, or a broken heart can make our neighbors wary to trust again.
I wonder if I am as gentle with the people I encounter as Alma is with the tiny little creature she cares for. I wonder if God sends us these creatures, not only so we can care for them, but also to teach us how to love one another.
A Year with Rilke: Fearful of the New
The tendency of people to be fearful of those experiences they call apparitions or assign to the "spirit world", including death, has done infinite harm to life. All these things so naturally related to us have been driven away through our daily resistance to them, to the point where our capacity to sense them has atrophied. To say nothing of God. Fear of the unexplainable has not only impoverished our inner lives, but also diminished relations between people; these have been dragged, so to speak, from the river of infinite possibilities and stuck on the dry bank where nothing happens...
Saturday, August 6, 2011
"French Anne Frank" Diary Enthralls France - CBS News
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Oct. 10, 1943: On the reason she recounts her daily life: "I have a duty to accomplish by writing because people must know. Each hour of the day the painful experience is repeated, that of noticing that others don't know, that they don't even imagine the suffering of others and the evil that some inflict on others."
Vegetable!
The Windhover, by Gerard Manley Hopkins
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I caught this morning
Morning's minion, kingdom of daylight's dauphin,
Dapple-dawn-drawn Falcon, in his riding...
... *The Windhover, by Gerard Manley Hopkins*. (Hat tip, Dave Lull.) (Posted at Books Inq...)
Friday, August 5, 2011
¡Très bien!: II: Update
Tiny bravery now o’er heated tins of imported lagers
Through long dynastic battles, steeped in slime, so slow
Tasty gastropods creep in sleep, en marche along the stones
Tiny silent marauders of the bottom of the damp dark zones.