..."Tell it slant'... ~Emily Dickinson
"And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."~Anais Nin
Now you know. The next time you go into the basement wear a helmet. ~Eve
"In extremity, states of mind become objective, metaphors tend to actualize, the word becomes flesh.(1977,205) -Terence Des Pres, 'The Survivor'
“I decided to go in search of the shaking woman.” Siri Hustvedt
A hundred times a day I remind myself that my inner and outer life are based on the labors of other men, living and dead, and that I must exert myself in order to give in the same measure as I have received and am still receiving. ~Albert Einstein
As Christians and Jews, following the example of the faith of Abraham, we are called to be a blessing to the world. (cf. Gen. 12:2ff). This is the common task awaiting us. It is therefore necessary for us Christians and Jews, to be first a blessing to one another. (L'Osservatore Romano, Aug. 17, 1993) ~John Paul II
"...there is need for acknowledgment of the common roots linking Christianity and the Jewish people, who are called by God to a covenant which remains irrevocable (cf. Rom.11:29) and has attained definitive fullness in Jesus Christ." ~John Paul II
...a consistent contempt for Nazism(condemning it as early as 1930...as 'demonic' and 'wedded to Satan') and Communism as virulent atheism...he referred to them as "Gog and Magog"... ~on Claudel

Today, it seems, most were born ‘left-handed.’ Every one I see walking is ‘hinged at the hips’, in-sync’ and glued to metallic boxes. ~Chelé
"A true opium of the people is a belief in nothingness after death - the huge[illusory] solace of thinking that for our betrayals, greed, cowardice, murders we are not going to be judged." - Czeslaw Milosz
*A writer is dear and necessary for us only in the measure of which he reveals to us the inner workings of his very soul*. Tolstoy
I will not let thee go except thou be blessed. Now wouldn’t it be a magnificent world if we all lived that way with each other or even with ourselves?
"I, Sister Faustina, by the order of God, have visited the abysses of hell so that I might tell souls about it and testify to its existence...But I noticed one thing: that most of the souls there are those who disbelieved that there is a hell." -Saint Faustina

Do you hear what I hear? A child, a child crying in the night.

"Every time you dance, what you do must be sprayed with your blood. ~Rudolf Nureyev
Why would someone who looked God in the face ever suppose that there could be something better? ~Matthew Likona

We cannot know what we would do in order to survive unless we are tested. For those of us tested to the extremes the answer is succinct: anything

…”The Stoics throned Fate, the Epicureans Chance, while the Skeptics left a vacant space where the gods had been –[nihilism]—but all agreed in the confession of despair;...and...Oriental schemes of thought contributed a share to the deepening gloom..." ~Gwatkin

"...notes to the committee...why do you invite cows to analyze the milk?" -Peter de Vries

"I run because it gives Him pleasure." ~Eric, Chariots of Fire

“God’s truth is life,” as Patrick Kavanagh says, “even the grotesque shapes of its foulest fire.” What is the difference between a cry of pain that is also a cry of praise and a cry of pain that is merely an articulation of despair? Faith? The cry of a believer, even if it is a cry against God, moves toward God, has its meaning in God, as in the cries of Job. ~Christian Wiman

"Insanity is relative. It depends on who has who locked in what cage." - Ray Bradbury

As for what concerns our relations with our fellow men, the anguish in our neighbor's soul must break all precept. All that we do is an end in itself, because God is Love. ~Edith Stein, St. Benedicta of the Cross.

“Lastly, and most of all. Who turns his back upon the fallen and disfigured of his kind; abandons them as vile…; does wrong to Heaven and man, to time and to eternity. And you have done that wrong!” ~Dickens, The Chimes, 1844

Dieu me pardonnera. C'est son métier . ~Heinrich Heine.

Remember the 'toe-pick' and you won't get swallowed by the whale or eaten by the polar bear.

Someone else needs to become the bad example in our group
But you wear shame so well ~James Goldman, Eve [Or, tired of being the scapegoat yet? ~Sue]

There is a point where the unfortunate and the infamous unite and are confounded in a single word, miserable; whose fault is this? And then should not the charity be all the more profound, in proportion as the fall is great? -[Jesus Christ said so.] -- Br. Humbert Kilanowski, O.P.

The lamps are going out all over Europe; we shall not see them lit again in our lifetime. -Sir Edward Grey

We are still fighting to use the tools we have to grapple with the unknown.

“We are well advised to keep on nodding terms with the people we used to be, whether we find them attractive company or not.” ~Joan Didion"

When I fall into the abyss, I go straight into it, head down and heels up, and I'm even pleased that I'm falling in just such a humiliating position, and for me I find it beautiful. And so in that very shame I suddenly begin a hymn.
—Fyodor Dostoevsky

" ...wie geht es zu, daß ich alles so anders sehe ...?"

“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”― Maya Angelou

'Have you ever noticed that the meanest, most misogynist, and dangerous people tend to be activists who claim to be for freedom and love?'

"For others of us, the most loving thing we can do for our abusers is to keep them from having opportunity to abuse ever again." (Dawn Eden) My Peace I Give You, Ch. 1)

No child is ever responsible for abuse perpetrated on them by ANYONE. I understand that others may not "get it" and that's fine. Blaming the victim is never right or just under any circumstances.

Stay In Touch -Have I not proven to you that I Am in the saving sinners business? -Jesus


HOPE: Hold on to the great truths of the Faith...Own your challenging affliction...Persevere...Expect God's providence and intervention... ~Johnette Benkovich, Woman of Grace
O my Jesus, forgive us our sins, save us from the fires of hell, lead all souls to heaven, help those especially in need of thy mercy. - OL of Fatima
Prescription #1: Give God the greatest possible glory and honor Him with your whole soul. If you have a sin on your conscience, remove it as soon as possible by means of a good Confession. ~St. John Bosco
Prescription #2: In thankful tenderness offer Reparation for the horrible mockery and blasphemies constantly uttered against the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob; against the Blessed Virgin Mary; the saints and angels; His Church; His priests and religious; His children; and His loving Heart by reciting the Golden Arrow which delightfully wounds Him:
'May the most holy, most sacred, most adorable and ineffable Name of God be forever praised, blessed, loved, and honored by all the creatures of God in heaven, on earth and in the hells through the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the most Blessed Sacrament of the altar. Amen.
Prescription #3: So, let us go out to Him outside the camp, bearing His reproach. ~Heb.13:13
Prescription #4: "Do whatever He tells you." ~John 2:5
Prescription #5: Sometimes when I am in such a state of spiritual dryness that not a single good thought occurs to me, I say very slowly the "Our Father" or the "Hail Mary"and these prayers suffice to take me out of myself. ~St. Therese of Lisieux
Prescription #6: Have confidence in God's Love, Justice, and Mercy: ...as for me, O my God, in my very confidence lies all my HOPE. For Thou, O Lord, singularly has settled me in hope." -St. Claude de la Colombiere SJ

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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Maravilla

      “...Jos...eph...the bird called...a high pitching song...”
                           An Enfilade
Once you ran around a mountain
Palette white with ice and cold
Then fled before exploding fiery
Red lava’s belch of sulfur mould.

Once you ran around a mountain
Palette black with stone and sun
Then fled steam spewing sprays
Echoing tormented rumble run.

Once you ran around a mountain
Palette scarlet with lightning clouds
Then fled a screaming beggar man  
Pouring forth gated songs in crowds.  

Once you ran around the mountain
Palette white with creeping bougainvillea
Flooding an hour glass and leather belt
Caressing tiny yellow, orange maravilla.
                                              (c) 2/11/13
3/21/13  It started yesterday.  I kept thinking about this poem that I had written—more specifically ‘creeping bougainvillea’.  The colors yellow and orange kept haunting me too.  At first I thought: Are there species that are yellow and orange?  I only knew of pink and white ones.  When I wrote the poem my first thought of different colors was Garcia Lorca’s use of color in his poems and then Adélia Prado’s inclusion of the ordinary. 
The overall poem initially was a love song to Joseph Ratzinger from God and from me when I learned that he was resigning. I have great gratitude, respect and compassion for him and what he has done. He is a very humble man.   I can only reflect on what it has cost this man to serve God’s people as priest, bishop, cardinal and pope.  Originally each stanza represented a pondering of the mountains of his life.  First as a boy, then as priest, then as bishop/cardinal, and then as pope.  The last line was a reflection on his love for the contemplative orders and prayer.  Every symbol seemed obvious except the bougainvillea and tiny yellow, orange maravilla.
Here is what I learned today 3/21/13:
Before I begin: I remind you that I wrote the poem BEFORE the selection of a new pope.
Bougainvillea come from South America.  They belong to the four o’clock family.  Buenos Aires is four hours behind Rome. They have tiny flowers.  The yellow type below is more gold in color [The papal flag] and the orange maravilla  in Tel Aviv where Mt. Carmel is.   Maravilla is Spanish for ‘wonder’.
  [And our present pope is from South America!  I did not know that when all of this was written.]                                  
          Maravillas are also flowers: ‘four o’clock flowers.’ 
From a blog: Four O’clock were one of my Mother’s favorites. She enjoyed the bright trumpet shaped flowers. She told me stories that when she was a young child, she use to make necklaces of the Four O’clock flowers. She would connect each trumpet together with a string! Four O’clock got their name because it opens in mid-afternoon and it remains open overnight, and closes in early morning. They will also remain open on cloudy days. My Mom noticed they also have a stronger fragrance in Mexico than in the U.S.
Four O’clock make an attractive hedge or border. Flower colors include white, red, pink, yellow, and some two-toned blooms. Because the flowers are open during the evening, I recommend you place them in areas where people will see them in late afternoon to early evening hours.
Not only is the Four O’clock flower beautiful to see, but it has medicinal properties too!
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"Maravilla" is not a specific species of flower, but refers to how several species of large colorful flower are used. The term "maravilla" describes the function of the flower as part of the costume of women flamenco dancers. The maravilla is typically worn pinned in the hair on the back or sides of the head. Two varieties of yellow flower, calendula and yellow maravilla, also carry the common name maravilla. Both are used as decorative flowers by flamenco dancers.
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At this very moment, 12:19, Thursday afternoon, 3/21/13  one of the rock doves is cooing.  A very beautiful pair resides in the hedge at the back of the yard.
Perhaps I should re-title the poem: ‘Wonder.’
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[I thought deeply of this gift today the fifth day of the Christmas Novena to St. Joseph.  Isn’t it wonderful that God has graced us not only with a Joseph as pope but two of them?  St. Joseph pray for the Church, for the popes and for us.  Deo gratias!]

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

On the L and In the X

..it runs from uhtceare (sadness before dawn) to curtain lecture (a telling off given by your spouse in bed). It's out all over the world and you can... Whilst we all revel in our wintery wonderland, ice-skating, lighting log fires, and catching pneumonia, spare a thought for the poor... Their Christmas is spent overrun...between dangling corks...    [M.H. Forsyth, Inky Fool]
Back o'er the waves to Ireland's holy shore;
     Close nestled in her bosom, each wild lay
   Mixed with her sighs--'twas from her deep heart's core
     She called thee: "'Gille Machree'[7] come home, I pray--
   In my green lap of shamrocks sleep, asthore!"  ~ ROSE KAVANAGH, Donahoe’s XV, Feb.1886
  "Never forget
   Little Queen Pet,
   Who was kind to all
   The poor people she met!"   ~ ROSA MULHOLLAND, Donahoe’s XV, Feb. 1886
     ...and urge the patronage of that holy three: Patrick, Bridget and Columcille...
And
ten things that went boom in the night
{not labeled X-...} and the inalienable right
to identify--such a contentious debate that
eccentric folk rightly feign a specious concordat
{or not}. 
And
anteriorly toasted red turkey balls fraught
with pasty rice, sticky panda glue wrap, stand
crunched, ground, pied and stuffed in glass.
It’s beginning to feel a lot like Christmas
but who’s keeping score?
And
the boys on the ‘el’ screaming and scrolling
{for ESPN} and buddies seizing and trolling
{on the gaming channel...} heading home
for the holidays-that is.  Elmer’s {on the corner} menu tome
is smeared red, green and white for happy hour.
And
when we tripped over the crèche
The nun in black-and-white--who knew?---grabbed her cache,
smiled, picked up the pieces then
put them back together; so at Christ’s Church Mass
tonight I’ll try to remember the day of December
And
a lecture of introduction to the Manger in the play
in the corner near the font {the very same, they say,
where I was dunked on St. Christen’s day} given by
O’Donahoe in the role of Joseph, and Annie Hilliards
as Mary.  Everyone knows the ‘O’ plays best at billiards.
And
when that heilige Eve all star struck covers all in sleep
I’ll watch and rock His tiny bed next to tired sheep
while pondering strange red, green, and blue
bobbling orbs dancing on the fireplace as bubbles through
to Christmas morn.   (c)12/23/13

Monday, December 23, 2013

We Are One: Christmas at a Gas Station

We Are One: Christmas at a Gas Station: My friend sent me this story....enjoy.  CHRISTMAS AT A GAS STATION ...